Author: nickyjames

Their love was innocent and pure… believe.They’ve spent years trudging through the wreckage left behind after eight months in conversion therapy as teenagers.When their lives collide again fifteen years later, the denial they’ve lived with for years gets harder and harder to fight.They loved each other once. Can two broken men find a way to love each other again?Please heed trigger warnings. Use Look Inside feature before purchasing to view themmore

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Atticus Charming’s spectacular announcement of his sexuality backfired, leaving him penniless, crashing in his friend’s basement, working a part-time job at a local gas station for minimum wage, and without the funds to pay for his last year of university. This hard dose of reality after having lived a spoiled rich-kid lifestyle leaves Atticus grasping at straws to fix his precarious and … unappealing situation. When a job opportunity presents itself, Atticus knows he can’t turn it down. The money is too enticing. It’s the answer to all his problems. It’s just a some racy pictures and a few suggestive…

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Twenty years ago, the crash gates slammed shut on Bishop Ndiaye’s life when he was sentenced to death for a crime he didn’t commit. His life became a waiting game while he sat on death row in one of the country’s worst prisons waiting for his warrant to be signed and his inevitable walk to the death chamber. But it never happened. Anson Miller’s arrival into Bishop’s life changed everything, and … and with nothing more than a hope and a prayer and a kickass lawyer, Bishop fought for his freedom and won. But how do you reintegrate into a…

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All it took was a single moment for Anson Miller’s life to fall apart. His only hope of finding solid ground again is to uproot everything he knows and start over. New house, new job, new life. But will working on death row as a corrections officer in the country’s hardest and most acclaimed supermax prison be the right move? Or is he exchanging one hardship for something way worse?Twenty years … years ago, Bishop Ndiaye was a victim of wrong place, wrong time. The consequences landed him on death row. As hard as he fought to expose the truth…

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The snow is falling, the bells are ringing, and Krew is ready to celebrate the holidays with all his friends by throwing the most fabulous Krewmas party of the century!There will be… one.);-an atrocious casserole (Thanks, Adrian.);-creatively remastered Christmas carols (to help Krew get in the spirit);-a bottle of aged whiskey (for Max… See above.);-eight deliciously festive tubes of Chapstick (Um… I’ll let Krew explain.);-baby Godzilla, aka Scarlett (Did you think Finn and Aven would miss this?);-unicorn horns, magnum-sized condoms, ugly sweaters, a baby Jesus (who probably should not have been invited), snow diving, and much, much more.Oh, and if…

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I didn’t plan for him to come into my life. He came without warning. Without permission.I didn’t want him there, and a small part of me loathed his very existence.But then something changed.Overnight, he became everything to me.I loved him. I cherished him. He was mine. But they took him from me. They tore him from my life with such cruelty, my heart wept.My soul cried.For years I went without … cried.For years I went without him.Until… He was back. And everything had changed. Our bond was deeper. Our needs greater. He was my addiction.But it was dangerous. Too dangerous…

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It was love at first sight.They were soulmates.It was forever.But they were only sixteen.Too innocent. Too naïve.Too ignorant about the world around them.Besides, nothing lasts forever.With their fairy-tale future torn to shreds, both boys need to learn to find their own way in an unforgiving world.Gavin Buchanan is thrown into a life he didn’t want, molded to do a job he always feared. He must … do a job he always feared. He must learn to get by, but with only his brothers in arms to lean on and secrets so deep they eat at his core every day, he…

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Rigley Montgomery Atkins is a mess.If he never has to make another decision for as long as he lives, he’d be fine with that.Life would be simpler. The pressure would be gone. The storms raging in his mind could settle.But that’s not possible.Rigger is a adult, and adults need to make decisions all the time.If only there was a solution.If only there was someone willing to take control and calm his … his demons. Someone who wouldn’t judge him or ridicule him.Someone who could love him exactly like he is. This is a 30k word novella. 100% standalonemore

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Six couples.One conference.You’ve taken their journeys. Fought the hard road along with them, but where are our couples at today? Dr. Kelby and her associate Dr. Mann have organized a conference in faraway Alberta to discuss their research of life-crippling phobias. Join up with Finnley, Rory, Ireland, Grayson, Arden, and all their partners as they travel across the country to take part in … part in something a little more daunting than any of them expected. Who better to set all these men at ease than a surprise guest who probably shouldn’t be there.Who invited Krew anyway?The road toward healing…

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For years, Arden McMillan has been hiding his phobia in plain sight. People can believe whatever they want to believe about him so long as they never learn the truth. It’s easier to lie than to be seen as a coward. Besides, it’s no one’s business but his own.It’s been ten years since Ignatius Rojas—or Iggy—has seen Arden. Their reunion doesn’t suit either of their families, but their connection … connection is hard to ignore.The problem is, Iggy sees behind Arden’s masks. He sees the way Arden is slowly killing himself, and he can only ignore it for so long.…

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