From author Nikki Ash comes a new, contemporary, stand-alone romance.Live hard. Love harder. Trapped under my controlling mother’s expectations and rules, I’ve lived my life for everyone but me. My only escape—a carefully guarded list of things I can only dream of doing. One by one, I slowly find the courage to start living. And that dream becomes a reality the moment my lips crash against a … moment my lips crash against a mysterious stranger’s in a drunken attempt to check another item off my list.
Only I wasn’t prepared for how that one kiss would alter the course of my entire life. In a single night, everything changes.
Ethan Romero is the opposite of everything I’ve ever known. He’s the dark to my light. The corruption to my innocence.
He shows me that life is more than a list of experiences to check off. It’s about living in the moment so you don’t miss the ones not on the list—the ones you didn’t even know you wanted.
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Before I Die was not the book I expected it to be, I enjoy Nikki’s writing and her ability to jump around in romance tropes is proven here with this book. I thought this Before I Die was going to be light and emotional read from the title; but boy was I wrong. After a couple of chapters I discovered the novel was going to skirt the darker edge of romance in some aspect, I was hooked wanting to see how the story was going to develop.
Nevaeh is the heroine, a very innocent, family orientated, woman of faith who has made a bucket list of things she wants to do. Starting on a night out for her birthday with her best friend she goes to a club and kisses a stranger, a handsome mysterious man that she can’t get out of her head. When she gets caught up in something awful surrounding her brother, Nevaeh finds herself in the hands of a bad man; but her rescuer isn’t far behind.
Ethan the Hero is a man closed off to love after his own personal tragedies. When a gorgeous woman kisses him in his own club his cannot forget about his ‘Angel’. Of course fate has a plan in mind and the two are reunited once again in much different circumstances.
I enjoyed the juxtaposition between Ethan’s experienced, darker edge and Nevaeh’s sheltered innocence. It allowed the reader to go through the relationship and grow with Nevaeh, experience the things she does as she works through her bucket list right along side her. I loved how the two main characters, were passionate, comforted by each other and they free’d one another from the burdens that held them back. They dynamic was well written, I liked the suspense elements to the story, it was a novel you get lost in as you read.
The plot twist was expected yet not, vague I know, but no spoilers from me. It allowed Ethan and Nevaeh to venture further into their relationship and open up completely to each other. The novel wrapped up fairly quickly towards the end plot wise; but overall a enjoyable unexpected story line that I think many people will enjoy.
Absolutely loved this one. I am not sure what it is about Nikki’s writing, but it rarely fails to grab a hold of me and doesn’t let go until the end. Its like being under a spell and the reality of life, is replaced with the reality of the story! Wonderful way to escape for a short time. This book has so many of the feels, it is almost like being on a rollercoaster ride. This storyline was absolutely incredible and I truly loved every moment of it.
Oh Naveah, you stole my heart you did! I truly adored this story! Naveah is a girl after my own heart! Wanting to break free from the expectations, judgments and sheltered life she is chained too, she makes a list of things that he wants to do before she dies. A brief chance encounter with handsome stranger has her mind and her world spinning on its axis! She is in for a ride with the unknown new adventure she just set in motion. This story is full of giggles, swoony moments, suspense, heartache and a Hero that even needs saving. The thing about love, sometimes when you think someone is saving you, its actually you doing the saving for you both 🙂 An Emotional heartfelt read that is sure to clean out the tear ducts. Wonderful work Nikki!
An intriguing and mysterious novel all about searching and finding yourself.
‘Before I Die’ by Nikki Ash is a one of a kind book that instills courage into you to live outside of the lines and feel everything that gets thrown at you.
This novel was a welcome surprise, I had no idea what I was diving into and to be honest I felt a bit weary too. But I have to admit, this book was as real as they get, it was something different, something unique from this author but something beautiful nonetheless.
I enjoyed getting to know and understand these characters, see them battle with their own demons, see them fight for love, evolve and find their true selves.
This is a journey of love, pain, heartache, hope, and most importantly courage.
Nevaeh is an incredible woman who is tired of living according to what others tell her is right and wrong, she is tired of being the perfect daughter, the perfect friend, the perfect woman.
She craves freedom, to be wild, to be brave, to live life the way she wants to and enjoy every single thing she does.
She is sweet and caring, joyous and fizzy, she is an incredible woman whose fate gets turned upside down and inside out in a matter of days.
Nevaeh is courageous and is willing to face everything face on, she is ready to take life by the b*lls and finally spread her wings.
Ethan is a stoic and calculating man, he is a businessman through and through, a true White Shark in a pond of yellow fish, he is strong and brave and resilient.
He has been through so much in his life that in order to protect his heart, he has had to raise countless walls around him and carefully vet anyone he lets in.
He is dark and handsome and sometimes dangerous, but he is also vulnerable, loving, caring and attentive, willing to raise hell and even go against his beliefs for those he loves.
Ethan will have to face his fears over and over again, he will learn how to open up again, how to accept love with open arms and how to live and love hard.
Their story begins with an incredibly sweet and cute first meeting, and it quickly turns into something darker. But despite all the darkness that surrounds them and all the dangers, they still find a way to find love, to bring to life a spark of hope and to find happiness, surviving against all odds.
This novel is a beautifully written representation of hope, of how fear can affect your life, of how love can bring oxygen back into your lungs and how you have to let go of all inhibitions to truly live and be yourself.
An incredibly interesting story of a woman and her journey in finding herself, finding happiness and standing up for her life.
If you are looking for a sweet and intriguing story that has a dash of mystery, a sprinkle of darkness and helluva lot of happiness, this is the book for you!
This book was AMAZING!!!! This was a whole new road that Nikki Ash lead us down and the turns were amazing, some were so sharp that I found myself hanging on but with desire and need and then you’d come to a intersection and she’d lead you down a path that you couldn’t believe could get any better. This book had all the feels, emotions and spins.
This was a deep meaningful story.
Nevaeh is struggling with pleasing her mother and trying to be free in life. Her mom has been controlling throughout her childhood and even adult life. Nevaeh finally realizes she needs to start making changes in her life but she doesn’t realize it until tragedy strikes and then she knows changes must be made.
Ethan has been keeping busy with his business. There are things happening behind his back and when his angel is involved his whole life changes.
Two people meet under distress circumstances but eventually, their situation changes, and a love for one another grows like no other.
I love seeing the cameo from Forbidden Ink!
Live hard and love harder.
BEFORE I DIE by Nikki Ash was not what I was expecting to read when I first read the blurb of the book. The author not only delivered what I thought but more, so much MORE! The plot twist she added to the story was everything! She tricked me into believing I was going to read a specific trope, just for her to throw me a curve when I didn’t expect it. And I LOVED it!
From page to page, this story played havoc with my emotions—it was a book that I devoured in one sitting, I completely fell under Nikki’s spell.
I loved the way the story flowed, both my heart and soul were immersed in the story. So if you are looking for a darkish, suspenseful, yet sweet, and full of love story, give this book a try!
Wowzers!!!! This book I don’t even know where to start?!?! Neveah (love the name btw) was such a great girl always do the right thing by her parents, loved fiercely her friends and family but the type of girl needing to break out. Ethan total alpha, definitely the bad boy, but deep down he loves just as fiercely. This book each page i turned i couldn’t believe the drama, lust and just wow effect.. there was parts I defiantly wasn’t expecting to happen in the story and other parts that made me say ahhh and almost cry at some points. But like all good stories I loved the HEA. It was a well written story and certainly will NOT disappoint! Add this book to your must read list!
Another must read…..
Omg Nikki Ash shocks me at how much talent one lady can have !
A beautiful story that draws you in I for one was disappointed when I was finished I wanted more ….
I loved it
5 Suspenseful Stars!
I know I’ve said this before, but this book is everything!! I love the different sides this author shows through her writing, and when Nikki adds suspense to her romance… just magic! Before I Die pulled at each and every heart string in every way. So many feels and edge of your seat, nail biting moments all in the same book, just doesnt get any better than that. I went into this story completely blind without any warning where Neveah and Ethan’s story would take me. And let me tell you, it’s one of those stories where you just hang on with both hands and enjoy the ride. It absolutely consumed me from the beginning til I reached the end at 4am. A book hangover isnt enough of a term for this wild ride. My face is swollen and blotchy and loved every minute of it. Now what to do with myself!
It started with a kiss to a complete stranger, which is one of my favorite meet-cutes. But the twists and turns from that starting point on, are just mind blowing. You cant help but love Neveah a little more with each page. Her strength and growth was just mesmerizing to read with each turn of the page. Ethan who was just ridiculously hot from the beginning, managed to not only get hotter but sweeter with his commanding presence and protectiveness.
Before I Die is not just another story to read and live through the characters, it’s a full experience. One you shouldn’t miss out on and feel wholeheartedly. Nikki Ash knocked out out of the park with this story and has outdone herself once again. Just another reason why she’ll always be one of my automatic 1-Click authors.
Nikki has broken me again! This book isn’t just about Nevaeh finding her one true love it’s also finding her true self! Ethan is still hurting from his past and an angel comes into his bar and blows him away can she be the one to get him to love again? This book shattered me in places but it’s a great storyline!
Nevaeh & Ethan’s story was a suspenseful page turner that I couldn’t put down!
I loved that their meet cute was a stranger kiss! Nevaeh & Ethan’s journey was full of twists and turns, but worth it in the end!
I can’t wait to read more Nikki Ash in the future.
I voluntarily reviewed this book.
My head is still spinning from all the twists and turns of this story. In the very best ways possible.
It started out innocently enough with the inexperienced girl and bad boy but soon had me guessing when, what, and why – almost like watching murder mysteries…
Nevaeh and Ethan had me at the edge of my seat more than not.
Before I Die push to top position of my fave Nikki Books, and that says a lot. A LOT!
Wow, this book was nothing like I thought it would be in the most fantastic and epic way! The moment I started reading I was hooked and could not put the book down. Nikki Ash has a way with creating stories where you think you know what’s going on, but then she throws curve balls throughout the story that you keep needing to know the answers to and what will happen with the characters. Nevaeh has grown up in a sheltered way and is starting to push the lines she thought were expected of her. While pushing those boundaries, she meets Ethan and man, does he make you swoon, but he has a past and views life in a darker way then Nevaeh. Nevaeh and Ethan pull you in and you can’t help but fall for how these two have different views on life based on their experiences, yet they can balance each other out and learn new things. This story is quite the adventure that skirts dark topics but has all the emotion and angst of romance. Read this book, Nevaeh and Ethan won’t leave you after you finish this book!
Before I Die is a romance that walks a line between the dark and light. Ethan and Neveah’s story had me enamored with this couple from the start. Two people who are drawn to each other in a way that is breathtaking. A story that will have you gripped and on the edge of your seat. It is captivating, sensual, intriguing, passionate, flirty, sexy and dangerous. The devil and his angel take you on a journey that will steal your heart and soul.
Before I die is such an amazing story. This is Nevaeh and Ethan’s story and it was definitely an emotional roller coaster. Nevaeh is a very innocent young women who has had a very sheltered upbringing. A bucket list leads Nevaeh to our hero, Ethan. I loved Ethan, he was the perfect hero. This story was slightly dark but so so good. I loved reading about Nevaeh and Ethan’s journey.
Before I Die is one intense and unique story that Nikki Ash gives us. While the undertones kind of got to me at moments, I understood why they are in place and how it all plays into the story. There are some things I would have loved more elaboration on but as a whole the book really hits you hard with the raw emotions that Ash is known for. Neveah has a list, and when she sets out to work on this list, she does it with a bang. She is tossed into this world that was unexpected and Ethan is there to catch her. The difference between these two is night and day but they cannot stay away from each other, like a moth to a flame. Their push and pull was amazing. It kept you on your toes. The twists and turns keep you wondering what will happen. The bomb that is dropped makes you ask yourself “Did that just happen??”
As a whole, this is one of those books that will keep you guessing at some points. The way that Ethan is with Neveah to the reasonings behind how she was raised in the first place. To me there were some moments that I felt could have used more details but it honestly does not take away from the story at all. And yes. There were tears when I read this book. I am starting to question myself because it is happening quite a bit lately LOL.
When I started reading this story, I thought it was going to by a poignant love story, but how wrong I was! Nevaeh is innocent and her family and faith mean everything to her, and she has written a bucket list. On a night out for her birthday she crosses off her list when she kisses a stranger in a club. Ethan owns this club and is stunned when he is kissed by a stranger, and he cannot get her off his mind. When they meet again it is under totally different circumstances. No spoilers though: this is a definite must read. This is a well written dark and intense story, which is emotional and with suspense, twists, and is a dynamic and engaging tale. I was totally captivated throughout this addictive page turner, and I cannot wait to read more from this talented author, whose work I highly recommend for all.
Before I Die was a great read. It had suspense, heartache, secrets and of course love. I loved Ethan, he was just so swoony. Nevaeah was sweet and innocent. I loved seeing the change in her! Ethan and Nevaeah were just perfect for each other! Loved them together.
This book is a TOP 2020 read for me!!! Nikki Ash delivers a “Stairway to Heaven ” contemporary romance with Before I Die!!! Ohhh my gawd, this book was an onslaught of emotions. The entire time I was reading this book I felt so restless because this book is soooo good that I found myself unable to stop reading! The sheer genius of how Nikki weaves the title of Before I Die into the storyline in more ways than one is…oh so brilliantly intense!!! After I finished reading it, I was flying high to the angels on FEELS, a guaranteed BOOK HANGOVER. This story of soul stealing and it’s empowerment will consume you leaving you downright breathless. The characters are intoxicating- two people who can’t seem to get on the same page, but yet, their love and heartache grips your heart and holds on. It will leave its mark of Live Hard, Love Harder on your soul, as Nikki intended and hopefully you’ll be all the better for it. I know I am.
I wish I could give it more than 5 stars because simply put, it’s a masterpiece for the love of Two Hearts. One Soul.