Torn by immense grief, Lochlan’s heart is closed and only functions to keep his body going. He simply can’t let anyone inside, especially not a particular redhead who is adding to his already tormented dreams.An incident in the past gave Xena the zest for life, always living it to the max. A mindset not many people share. Feeling drawn to Lochlan, she’s aware there’s more to him than meets the … meets the eye.
Will Xena or Lochlan step up to explore their mutual awareness when an underlying connection is revealed? Can their budding relationship survive interference from Lochlan’s work or will it spiral into self-destruction when the tragic events of Lochlan’s past surface?
The complete Broken Deeds MC series can be read together or separately. Each book in the Broken Deeds MC series is a complete standalone story featuring a new couple.
Except for Kray and North. They are like a unit, where there’s one, there’s the other. As are their stories; you read one, you’ll need the other.
For a greater reading experience, recommended reading order:
“Deeds” Broken Deeds MC book one
“Broke” Broken Deeds MC book two
“Depay” Broken Deeds MC book three
“Unforgiving” Broken Deeds MC book four
“Chopper” Broken Deeds MC book 4.5
“Lochlan” Broken Deeds MC book five
“Leaving The Past Behind” Broken Deeds MC book 5.5
“Kray” Broken Deeds MC book six
“North” Broken Deeds MC book seven
More Deeds & Lynn in “Give Me Strength”
One book, two happily-ever-after short stories: the new, current president of Broken Deeds MC and the former president. “Give Me Strength” contains a moment in time in the lives of:
Archer and Beatrice (Broken Deeds MC Second Generation)
Deeds and Lynn (Broken Deeds MC First Generation)
Second Generation Broken Deeds MC:
Flameover (Kain, Broke & Roan’s adoptive son)
Deviated (Esmee, Deeds & Lynn’s daughter)
more
Firstly this series is full of big hunky alpha males, but all are vulnerable and a little possibly a lot broken. The MC itself is all about getting justice and safety for women especially but even couples if called for, not always on the right side of legal as far as the law but definitely right as far as most people would see it considering the scum on the end of their form of justice. Every guy in this MC holds a piece of my heart, each have grabbed a hold and a little bit stays with me long after finishing reading their story. Lochlan will I feel be even more deeply entrenched, this big tough, strong man with a heart so broken it would take a miracle to reach it let alone melt and mend it. But at least on the surface he understands when something good comes his way. Xena is a whirlwind of bubbly sexy womanhood, she has her own struggles with an incident from her past but she has taken on life with everything she has. The sparks are interesting between these two but what stood out most was she is the stronger of the two, she has an innate understanding even without words and can see how to deal or talk to Lochlan without pressure, support him even argue but know when to let it go. This story is emotional and raw, inspiring and hopeful as well as the suspenseful side story that left me gasping at the climax. Esther has woven yet another masterpiece that will thrill and hold you throughout and one that for me is going to stick around in my head and my heart for a while to come.
The Broken Deeds MC is an amazing series that’s written by author Esther E Schmidt. It’s really great, characters flows well and have great chemistry, can’t wait for another one.
Watchout for steam burns with this book, its blazing hot.
Emotional roller coaster. So glad to see two people that had such heart ache in their lives find happiness.
Interesting characters but overall not very appealing. I have not read the rest of the series yet, so maybe if I read the first book it will make more sense.
Five huge stars! I swear each book takes just a little more of my heart! This one I think, the most, so far! Lochlan comes across as a zero f*cks, other than his brothers. He hides behind a facade, hiding something that not even his brothers are aware of. Something that hold his mind and emotions prisoner.
Xena is sunshine, sweetness, she sheds light on his darkness, even though she has been dealt a shitty hand she sees the best in everything, riverside to the fullest and takes no shit!
She SEES him! And oh my days when his story comes to light….heart broken. Ugly cry, no word of lie, but so good!! I swear I cry more with each book!! *skips off to one click more!
LOCHLAN…YES, PLEASE….
The big Viking gets his own book….YAY!!
Lochlan and Xena have been “dancing” around each other for awhile…(I’m acting like everyone has already read the previous books, because…well…you should)… Xena is the perfect match for Lochlan….Xena showed up when Doll did…they’re “besties”….They are a different breed….Both are broken, have lived through some really life-changing events, and neither of them want kids…They aren’t sure they really belong together…Lochlan didn’t even want an ol’ lady……until he found Xena….But, they couldn’t be more perfect together…or hotter…
This is a good book…and this couple is hot…I love how they don’t play games…Lochlan may very well be my new book boyfriend….Don’t miss this series,..or this book…
Wow, what an emotional roller coaster this book was. It really pulls at the heart strings and keeps you reading just to see a happy ending. Of coarse the bad guy gets in the way and stops the heart beat for a second or two, but these two characters find the normal for them and make the book entertaining along the way.
This series makes me so happy! Well written, characters I want to know in real life, and gives me laughter, steam, emotional times, and LOVE.
Lochlan & Xena have a tough road at first, because he’s had his heart broken – not in the usual way you might expect. She is, of course, his perfect match, giving him toughness & patience in turn as needed.
Thumbs up & 5+++ stars. This is one of my favorites in the series!!
Are we ever worthy of the love that is freely given to us. This story will take you on a new path of how it can really effect you.
Lochlan keeps to himself and lets no one in.
Xena keeps dancing through and hoping around the country wherever the work takes her.
Can these two finally find happiness in themselves? This is a story that won’t disappoint
A five star read!!! I have loved the broken deeds books since book one. I absolutely love Lochlan and Xena story. I cried, laughed and absolutely want ten more books, with these incredible characters!!!
What a Great Read. The author has given us two scarred yet strong characters, whos stories will melt your heart. The storyline is very emotional as it delves into the past of both Lochlan and Xena and their current lifestyles. Lochlan’s past has caused him to close his heart off and not let anyone in, not even his MC brothers. Xena is best friends with Doll, Ramrod of the Broken Deed MC’s Ole lady. Her past has taught her life is short and she lives every day to the fullest.
When Lochlan goes into the local bar to drown his memories he is served by Xena. Well served to a point: the bar has long since closed and Lochlan is beyond sober. Since Xena knows him from the MC, she refuses to serve him another drink and lets him crash in the apartment above the bar. The next morning she calls his MC brothers to come get it From here the book really takes off. Especially when Lochlan returns to the bar and a struggle ensues, causing Xena to get hurt. Can these two possibly mend each other’s inner struggles or will this drunken night with Xena totally send Lochlan over the edge.
I love the Broken Deeds MC series and Lochlan’s story I would rank one of the best. It’s funny, sexy, tragic, action packed and oh so romantic all rolled into one amazing storyline. 2 Thumbs Up and 5 stars for Lochlan. HIGHLY RECOMMEND.
This book is complicated to say the least the dynamics of Lochlan and Xenia’s relationship is tenuous at best. The emotional pain and heartfelt grief that they have both endured before coming together is heartbreaking. One thing about the pain is that it led two people down a path that neither could avoid no matter the cost because they can kind of relate to the other. This book will touch you and have you hoping for nothing but the best in this awe inspiring pair!!
Lochlan and Xena were made for each other!
Their fury, lust, trust and dare I say love finally brought Lochlan to his senses. Together, they found their own ‘crazy’. The two of them battled and fought through their own demons to overcome adversities, that had left them both bitter and untrusting only to find their perfect ‘bestie’. Lochlan, has now become one of my favourite of the Broken Deeds crew. Another fantastic read by Esther!
For me, one of the best ones yet. Lochlan brings with him the emotions that are bottled up and have been for several years now, when he goes into the only bar that is still open. Wanting to numb the pain of the past, he begins drinking never taking notice of the bartender until she refuses him any more to drink. By then he has had more than enough by her way of thinking, but not his. Things get interesting from that point until the next morning when things really get interesting. But the story of Lochlan and Xena isn’t about the drama and intrigue of the case he’s working on. It isn’t about the heat that these two ignite when they are together. It’s their past that intertwines with their present and the wonder if there could be a future together for them. It’s the loss of a precious gift and the loss of ever having the opportunity to receive a precious gift. Its how much these two have in common and how their way of thinking and living their lives makes them perfect for each other. Its the question of if Lochlan can put his past to rest and move forward to a future with someone.
This story was exceptionally well written and gives your emotions a little bit of a ride as you read their story. The characters are beautifully written and a bit complex. Lochlan, again has his painful past to contend with and Xena has hers, but she has been able to rise above her loss and is living her life her way and on her own terms. She’s a dancer and moves whenever she feels like it, but she’s where her bestie and her brother live now and is helping her brother with his bar. The supporting characters, other than the MC brothers, are entertaining as well. The banter, conversations and just all around playfulness adds to the more somber portions of the story, definitely lightening the mood.
I think that this has to be my favorite of the Broken Deeds series and I highly recommend it.
WOW! This book is absolutely amazing! I’ve been waiting to learn more about Lochlan, I definitely wasn’t disappointed.
After everything Lochlan has been through, he deserves to be happy. Is he willing to let Xena in?
Xena is Dolls bestie who has a huge heart.
These two have a mutual lust with each other but are they willing to explore the spark or is Lochlan’s heart shut too tight? You’ll have to read for yourself to find out!
I can’t wait to read more by Esther E Schmidt in the future!!
So that was one heck of a climax. I didn’t see it coming and it surprises you while making you feel the heartbreaking of the characters.
Lochlan has some serious tight strings around his heart.
Xena is like a butterfly, she makes things happy wherever she goes. So Lochlan isn’t sure what to do about her breaking open his heart.
“I respect the S#!+ out of this man.”
Yet she knows exactly how to handle him, with protection and care. These two argue as much as they make up and it’s oh so steamy.
Another great MC novel by Esther Schmidt and excellent read to the collection.
Esther you have done it again with a heart braking story that just takes a hold of you. Lochlan and Xena story was amazing. I highly recommend Esther’s books.
Lochlan & Xens were made for each other. We knew it was going to take a strong woman to be with him. This book had me crying. I really enjoyed this book & all the action it in.
Lochlan and Xena, some really awesome names… beyond that, the pain that they both have endured. The fear and heartache that they each carry. Esther E. Schmidt did a wonderful amazing job on getting gritty and having the smexy in this newest Broken Deeds story. loved it so much I read it twice in a day. made me cry, laugh, and scream (ya know alphaholes) lol