I haven’t fallen down in days. That may not seem like much, but my God, it’s such an accomplishment. Being made to stand and kneel repeatedly while he performs his rituals is exhausting and I’m pretty sure that the welts on the bottom of my feet are ready to pop. My knees. They’re bruised, covered in dry blood and cuts; but I won’t fall down. I can’t fall down; that means he wins again and I get … wins again and I get put down in the oubliette.
Being in the dark never scared me, being alone was something I used to cherish until he took me.
I just want to find the light now. I want to find the warm place that he tells me so much about; the place where he says all of this pain will make sense.
I won’t fall down again.
I can’t.
Not before I find my peace in the light. I have to do it soon because I’m not sure how much more I can take.
Miserere mei sunt.
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Can you go to HELL for just reading a messed up book?
#NOTAskingForAFriend ! If yes then I just bough a first class, ticket to HELL. This woman has NO BOUNDRIES!
And there goes my usual smutty Daddy Fantasy. Cause she in the abyss of her dark mind, thought of creating–
Pater. That is not his name but rather a title that he requires we address him by. He’s earned it, he says, for putting up with us, for choosing to care for us in his own special way, and for all the years he spent studying his rituals.
Now he’s a middle aged guy living in a mansion with his family. A wife-Joeclyn , two boys- Vaughan & Eloy. Fair enough! Looks like a normal family…right?
WRONG!! Cause Pater is twisted like a ball of wool. He uses the three members against each other for his own sadistic, inhuman, satanic games. He loves using his obuliette to “discipline them .
I can’t even…… it’s beyond dark, like how could she??
Read at YOUR OWN RISK !!
It’s too messed up and never-ending story of grisly behaviour and comfortable homeground for Yolanda cause she is on a crusade to see how far she can go to mess up her readers.
Another feather in her crown of spikes and thorns !
Monstrous acts beget monsters, and we’ll both get what we deserve in the end, but not all of us.
By that measure, we readers are as screwed as her mind is .
I’m not going to rate this book, cause I had to sell my stars for therapy sessions !!!
Should I dare say this was a HEA in an unforeseen way a tragedy could only hope it could be? Absolutely brilliantly crafted and written. Twists turns and full of thrill, this is one crazy page turning read.
WOW !!!
Inferno is about Pater. He has a wife Jocelyn and 2 sons Eloy and Vaughn. And with that I have to warn you, This is not a Happily Ever After Story of a sweet family. Pretty much think of the most horrific stuff you can think of and That’s what your fixing to read. Pater oh boy I have never hated a character more then him. He makes my skin crawl. He is Devil, and he is here to do the Devil’s work. sweet baby jesus this Author has me concerned about myself. No I didn’t fall for Pater, more like I wanted to personally hurt him. But after reading that ending…… I couldn’t see it ending any other way. From start to finish, THE MOST HORRIFIC BOOK I’VE EVER READ, and I loved it. Not for what happened but for taking me for a ride I could never imagine. It was a nonstop horror ride. But in a good way. But seriously if you have TRIGGERS, like rape, incest, and animal abuse this is NOT for you. Please if that will upset you skip reading this one. Be a adult and don’t leave bad reviews because you have been warned.
I’m still trying to wrap my mind around everything I read in this book. This is one of those stories where you keep thinking, “Ok, this is the worst that it’ll get”, but as you read the next chapter, you realize that it can always get worse.
Yolanda has brought us to the darkest depths of the…hell, I don’t even want to say human psyche.
Pater is evil, in the darkest form. No fear, no worry, everything in his life is going exactly as he planned. His child-wife, Jocelyn, wants nothing more than to save her “children”, and will sacrifice herself to make it happen.
But Pater doesn’t want her life in sacrifice, he just wants to control her.
And the ending will leave you reeling.
Yolanda has created a male lead that I don’t see anyone siding with.
Holy crap! If you want a dark and absolutely twisted taboo read, then this is THE book to read. I was invested one hundred percent from the very beginning, and throughout the entire time I was reading it. I loved this story, and although it may not be for everyone, I would definitely recommend it! An amazing and tragic read!!
This book is so well written that it made me feel like I was witnessing the events as they happened. My heart wept for Jocelyn, Vaughn, and Eloy. Actually, I don’t think wept is a strong enough word in this circumstance. My heart bled for these characters. Pater is one of the most evil men that I have ever read about. He made my skin crawl. He made my stomach hurt. He literally gave me nightmares. The villain in this story is not some superhuman or supernatural creature. He could be living next door to anyone and that is the scariest part of all.
Deep, dark and twisted! So we’ll written it keeps you on the edge of your seat
Wow! This one drags you down into a dark diabolical maze of manipulation, pain, fear and mistrust!
Welcome to Jocelyn’s hell on earth!
I wasn’t sure what to expect and I wish I would of read sooner but oh boy what a torturous wild ride this brilliant story takes you, its that one that gets stuck in your head for a very long time and was not prediciable at all you never knew what was gonna hit you next and definitely shock you bravo to Jocelyn by god she was a brilliant character in her twisted up life that is hers. I couldn’t put it down.
I was asking for daddy reads on FB and Yolanda pops up with, “I have one, but you may side-eye me so hard.”
Challenge accepted.
Yeah, this is a dark book. As dark and twisted as they come, and intense and beautifully written. Do I need to say this is not your typical daddy read? If you know even a touch of Latin, the fact that she calls him Pater will have your taboo alarm bleeping from the start!
Amazing book. ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS. ALL OF THEM.
I am not sure what I just read. Half way though you find out that Jocelyn is his daughter that he married when she was 15 and wants to have babies with her. He also had two sons and killed them. He kills anyone who he cannot control. Pater is a very controlling man. If you have trigger points do not read. There is a lot of unwanted sex and brutal killings. It is a very well written book, but not my favorite. Enjoy at your own risk.
Ok what the F@*k did I Just read!!! This is the definition of a mindf@&k, twisted, dark, horror story!! I could not put it down though so bravo to you Yolanda! This is a story of the unimaginable and trying to find a way to survive.
When I finished this book I was left mind numbingly stunned. I guess how’s that different from any other book I read by this author? This story crossed most taboo boundaries, vile and disgusting some of them. So did I like the story? No it pushed all my buttons as a mother and pet owner…but, could I put it down? No, I was gripped from the beginning and had to know how it ended. You don’t have to like a plot to still enjoy the book. An author’s job is to wrench your heartstrings and rip those emotions to the surface. And Yolanda achieved that and more. She knows how I feel and that I have my own epilogue for this disgusting character who doesn’t deserve to breathe the same air as me.
Do you want to be shocked too? Then I dare you to read this story too.
#2017
Dark. Twisted. Shocking. Unimaginable situations. SO SO SO good!!!
Can you go to HELL for just reading a messed up book?
#NOTAskingForAFriend ! If yes then I just bough a first class, ticket to HELL. This woman has NO BOUNDRIES!
And there goes my usual smutty Daddy Fantasy. Cause she in the abyss of her dark mind, thought of creating–
Pater. That is not his name but rather a title that he requires we address him by. He’s earned it, he says, for putting up with us, for choosing to care for us in his own special way, and for all the years he spent studying his rituals.
Now he’s a middle aged guy living in a mansion with his family. A wife-Joeclyn , two boys- Vaughan & Eloy. Fair enough! Looks like a normal family…right?
WRONG!! Cause Pater is twisted like a ball of wool. He uses the three members against each other for his own sadistic, inhuman, satanic games. He loves using his obuliette to “discipline them .
I can’t even…… it’s beyond dark, like how could she??
Read at YOUR OWN RISK !!
It’s too messed up and never-ending story of grisly behaviour and comfortable homeground for Yolanda cause she is on a crusade to see how far she can go to mess up her readers.
Another feather in her crown of spikes and thorns !
Monstrous acts beget monsters, and we’ll both get what we deserve in the end, but not all of us.
By that measure, we readers are as screwed as her mind is .
I’m not going to rate this book, cause I had to sell my stars for therapy sessions !!!
Pater!
*I recommend if you have any triggers or can not read books that contain sexual, physical, and emotional abuse please do not read this book.
I don’t know where to start with this review. It has taken me a couple of days to think about how I was going to approach writing this since this book disturbed me on so many levels and really left a mark on me. Then I started to think about this and came to the conclusion…isn’t that what good writing should do. Whether it’s a warm fuzzy feeling or one of WHAT JUST HAPPENED!
This book is not for the faint of heart. Please beware of this.
Yolanda Olson did an excellent job having me hate Pater with a hate that comes from the deep dark depths of my soul. Sadness and sympathy for Jocelyn and her brothers.
I don’t want to go into depth with this review since if I continue I know there will be spoilers and this book has some major shock value.
Grab it if you love dark reads if you can’t handle reading them just leave it be.
Another blow me away read!
WOW !!!
Inferno is about Pater. He has a wife Jocelyn and 2 sons Eloy and Vaughn. And with that I have to warn you, This is not a Happily Ever After Story of a sweet family. Pretty much think of the most horrific stuff you can think of and That’s what your fixing to read. Pater oh boy I have never hated a character more then him. He makes my skin crawl. He is Devil, and he is here to do the Devil’s work. sweet baby jesus this Author has me concerned about myself. No I didn’t fall for Pater, more like I wanted to personally hurt him. But after reading that ending…… I couldn’t see it ending any other way. From start to finish, THE MOST HORRIFIC BOOK I’VE EVER READ, and I loved it. Not for what happened but for taking me for a ride I could never imagine. It was a nonstop horror ride. But in a good way. But seriously if you have TRIGGERS, like rape, incest, and animal abuse this is NOT for you. Please if that will upset you skip reading this one. Be a adult and don’t leave bad reviews because you have been warned.
Oh wow, this book does push your limits. Well, it did mine anyway.
don’t get me wrong I had to read the whole book because I needed to know what would happen.
This book is dark and taboo. but very well written. it is a very gripping read.
Mind blown with this one.
This was my first by author and wow I was making assumptions and man was I wrong nothing was as it seemed but I couldn’t put it down.
Does deal with subjects some ppl might have trigger for so I do warn readers who are sensitive.