NOTE – This is a short story, and not a standard sized novel.This book is based on real-life events.After being married for eight years, I knew there was something missing in my life and embarked upon a dangerous affair that could have cracked my marriage wide open.Little did I know, but my amazing & beautiful Wife was feeling the same way.She found out about my affair, but I had no idea she … about my affair, but I had no idea she loves to watch me play.
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I am not good at putting my feelings into words, and I had a ton load of them.. So I hope I have at least showed some.
So where to begin, this is only my second M/M book that I have read.
But I really absolutely loved it.
Zane is a new Author and this is based on real life, I think he was very brave to write his story and share it with us. But I’m so glad he did.
This is a short read (far to short!!)
But it is full of emotions which you can feel as you read every turn of the page.
It as Hot sexual scenes and I mean HOT!!
I found It was well written and had me from the start and held me there till the end, which left me wanting more. I can’t wait for book 2.
I would totally recommend this book
Anxious for more of this story
Interesting read. Was it steamy? Yes. But for me it was also mentally absorbing. Trying to understand the things that were going on in Zane’s mind to lead him down this path. I knew what I was getting into when I decided to read this story but the cheating still stung a bit because my husband (before we married) cheated on me with a woman and I wondered would my mindset have been different if it had been a man, much like Jenna’s mind seemed to see it differently. Part 2 here I come.
A short story based on real life facts! Something was missing in their marriage, Zane loved Jenna and his children but the spark was barely stalling alive. When his old college friend rekindles their friendship and he has to face some guilty pleasures. Something happens though the intimacy in their marriage returns!
Loved this book. It is a real page turner and I read it in one sitting. Can’t wait to see how this story keeps unfolding in book 2.
What an all telling story. I can say I am glad they all worked there problems out. Jenna is a very strong and forgiving lady. I am not sure I could be that forgiving. I am glad they allowed Chad back into there lives. I cried when he died and he will live as long as we buy the books and read 5em. I am sorry he will not be in any more books. I am not a fan of MM, but knowing this was a true story I did want to see what happened and I was not disappointed. I do like Zane’s style of writing along with his English accent. Please read and enjoy.
I wasn’t sure what this book was really about until I read it and OMG..it’s so heartfelt I couldn’t put it down..
Zane has a charmed life. Went to university, has a business, married the love of his life and they have twin daughters. What in the world would have him feeling like something is missing and leaving him depressed in it’s wake?
Through this short tale, Zane Michaelson will take you on an emotional journey with words he has brought to life within your mind. Emotionally charged, every lady bit I had was tingling and could feel my heart beat.
This is the first book of his I’ve read and if this is any indication of his writing style, I will become a close follower. Without a doubt a 5 star review with high anticipation for the next part of the story.
She Loves to Watch Me Play is a true story of a man’s turmoil as he tries to figure out what is missing in his life.
Zane loves his wife Jenna and the life that they have built together, but he can’t help but feel like something is missing and starts reminiscing about the relationship he had before he met Jenna. When they meet after all these years, it’s clear that they still carry a torch for Zane.
Zane embarks on a dangerous affair that has the potential to destroy his marriage. But what he doesn’t know, is that Jenna knows about it and she loves to watch him play.
This was my first M/M erotica story and I wasn’t sure what to expect before I started reading. What I got was a extremely well written story, you certainly wouldn’t believe that it is a debut for Zane. I love how Zane doesn’t hold back any of his feelings and puts it all out there for us to read.
It takes a brave man to put his story out there for people to judge and an even braver man when it’s based on real life events, that are his own.
I’m looking forward to reading part 2 to see what Jenna does with the new information she has. Will she keep.it to herself or spill?
Wow, this book left me hot and bothered and shocked but most of all impressed. I would never have guessed this was a debut novella. I would describe it as an emotional, tense, romantic, shocking and extremely hot rollercoaster of a ride. Zane did such a wonderful job with this story. He has such a way with words, and how he tells the story. You immediately feel what he feels, whether it was a struggle to decide, guilt over the decision, to the extreme desire to absolute love. It is a rare ability and Zane has it mastered already. Yes there is a bit of a cliffhanger that totally leaves you wanting more. I have no doubt that it will be worth the wait. This book has a little something for both romance readers as well as erotica readers. I really encourage you to take a chance and give it a try. Zane thank you for taking the risk and putting this out there and sharing a little piece of you with everyone.
I started this book on recommendation. Let’s just say, I finished it and reread because of the great writing, the hotness, the intrigue. It’s a great book that will keep your nose in until done. The story was true, which meant more, seeing it through their eyes. It was hot, full of dramatic issues and did I say hot? But, seriously a super, well written book that I highly recommend. ***** stars from me. So hard not to give away the story, but what a story it is. Give it a try, you won’t be dissapointed. I followed the story until complete. It had all the things one needs in a book. Sexiness, hotness, great story that’s hard to read at times, but can’t put down knowing you have to find out what’s next. There’s all so drama and sad parts, but go along with the real life story. It can’t all be roses. But Zane hooks you in and you’ll not out down and still want more! Again highly recommend for all genres and so worth the read. I will say it has a HEA.
This book is different but is very informative. The author chose to write about his life and left nothing out. I find that very admiring. When I started reading the book I didn’t care for it only because I don’t like cheating but this is the authors life and things like this do happen. As I read there was a scene I didn’t care for but that’s me. The more I read the story became more interesting and had me not wanting to put the book down. This book takes you on the real ups and downs of the authors life. The story is well written and flows. The characters are real people and are amazing. I’m really glad I read this book and can’t wait for part 2 to come out.
Zane is a husband to Jenna and a father of beautiful twins. Even with the perfect family, Zane feels like something is missing and can’t figure out exactly what it is immediately. Once Zane figures out what he is lacking he takes a path that he is unsure of, with Chad an old friend from college.
Is having everything he wants a dream come true or will it be Zane’s worst nightmare?
Will things turn out as bad as he thought they would?
Read SLTWMP for yourself to get all the juicy details and see what Zane really has going on.
I highly recommended this book to everyone!
I’ve read a lot of erotic M/M fiction, but I can honestly say I was a bit nervous reading She Loves to Watch Me Play. Based on true life events, Zane takes us on a journey in his life. Where an old flame becomes a part of his life again and he finally realised what was missing from his. The love he feels for his wife is beyond anything I’ve ever read. The emotions and feelings of torment and betrayal he feels towards his wife are all laied bare for us to read. Amazing introduction and fantastic story. You really had me shocked in places and left me gobsmacked by how honest you have been telling your story. Now I’m intrigued how the story unfolds. You have an amazing wife in Jenna and I can’t wait to read more about all of you. Now hurry up with part 2 please if you love hot erotic M/M with a twist this is a story you don’t want to miss would highly recommend this book
Although Zane loves his wife, he feels like something is missing and when he sees Chad’s profile on social media, he can’t help but send a friend request. Meeting up with Chad again, although he loves his wife and children very much he realizes what he had been missing from his life, the chemistry between him and Chad is as hot as ever.
With both Chad and Zane married they decide to keep it just between themselves, not realising that Jenna heard the whole encounter.
Although conflicted with knowing how much he loves his wife and how he feels with Chad, they decide to meet at a hotel and spend the night. Zane makes sure to let Jenna know the hotel he will be staying at, so she doesn’t worry, after spending the night with Zane and returning home, Jenna surprises him with how playful she is. Ends in a cliff hanger can’t wait to read the next in the series.
Our life is so much more than our expectations lead us to believe…
There are books that you come across that will always be difficult to read because of personal experience. As soon as I read the synopsis… this was going to be that book.
Though distance and time help with perspective, I knew this was going to cause residual memories to surface. Based on beliefs, you think you know what you would do but until you’re actually faced with such a discovery… do you really find out what you would do with the circumstances you’re faced with. While your entire life is turned upside down, you also discover so much about yourself, to endure and work through the emotional pain, fear, trust, anger, communication. It’s then that you realise just how strong you are and if you’re able to put back together something that has broken. I was extremely fortunate that we could work through it all. Is this the case for everyone – NO. It depends on what caused the initial problems to begin with. You have to both be extremely honest and be absolutely committed to wanting to work through and salvage the relationship. Does it happen overnight… No, it’s damned hard work but when it comes out better than before you know that journey, while difficult was worth it
While everyone’s situation differs, it’s interesting to find how others deal when faced with the aftermath of an affair.
Zane Michaelson – WOW!! For your debut novel, you have knocked this out of the park and then some. It’s honest, raw emotion. It’s edgy, it’s pure sexy, erotic heat and filled with conflict and turmoil.
You haven’t downplayed or minimised what happens, nor the agonising angst that runs through each person’s thoughts and emotions. You’ve laid bare, not only yourself but each of your loved one’s life to the world – that is such beautiful courage. How we each react makes for an especially interesting ride. We should treasure those people we love.
I’d like to think that as we gain experience from our life lessons, that we gain a better understanding of ourselves, what makes us happy, our desires, our passions. Choices made aren’t always easy, they can be difficult but with loving support – our relationships are beautifully nurtured into completeness.
Thank you for giving us your life experiences, to give people hope that when faced with those difficult curveballs life throws – sometimes it can be so much more than our expectations lead us to believe.
Written from Zane’s heart, you gain an inner glimpse of what each person is thinking and feeling. While it doesn’t necessarily finish on a cliff hanger, it does end suddenly…leading you into the next book in the series to come – Our Dirty Little Secrets. You will want to definitely keep reading!! For any reader, while this book is filled with content you might not choose to like or understand – please read with an open mind. You just might find that book that resonates with your heart and soul.
I loved this book it brings you on the journey of a husband has an affair with another man. It is hot and steamy. I could not put this book down. Cannot wait for the next one