Author: jaymarie
HERIt’s been over a year since my first taste of blood, since I’ve learned what it means to truly evolve in order to survive. I’m not proud of what I’ve become, but I’ll do what I have to in order to remain on the pedestal I’ve been placed on. Hardened, determined, calculated, my motivation rests on the eternal satisfaction of one man, and I’ve gotten damn good at keeping it up. I can no longer … longer afford to crumble like before. Mistakes are not acceptable and anything less than absolute perfection is deserving of the severe condemnation that follows.…
HERThere are not enough words to describe my internal torment. I knew there would be consequences for what I did. I knew this would be hard. But it’s so much harder than I ever want to admit. Physically broken, mentally drained, and legally dead, I now find myself wasting away on an island in the middle of the Bahamas. Darren has left me in isolation for my own recovery and the only thing I can … I can be grateful for is the fact that my isolation includes him. But I know he won’t be able to stay away for…
HER I’m usually brutally honest. I don’t like to sugar coat shit or beat around the bush. But this time, I couldn’t want to run further from my own destructive truth. I’d been sold. Sold. Like some kind of dog to a man born of cruelty and carnage. A man who rules a criminal organization on a global scale, and now… rules my body but, most importantly… my freedom. I dreaded my days back in the … in the warehouse; caged, beaten, awaiting a fate I had no control over. All thanks to his billion-dollar industry in human trafficking and…
HERThis was never supposed to happen to me. I was smart. I was strong. I was a fucking first degree black belt for fuck’s sake, but none of that mattered. Not when you’re out-gunned and outnumbered. I was stolen from my life and thrown into the dark and hollow depths of human trafficking. But it’s not all glitter and rainbows…especially when it comes to him. He wants me beaten. He wants me … me broken. But most importantly, he just wants me and that’s the scariest thing of all. I won’t let him win. I won’t let him break me.…