Author: elliemesse

I’m a coward. I just wanted to forget. I just wanted an escape from reality. I didn’t ask for any of this. Hiding the truth just might kill me, but how can I come clean when everything around me is so twisted? Funerals, weddings, secrets…between them all, I’m losing myself. I’m not even sure I know who I am anymore. I missed the memo where families are built on lies. The truth is coming out, and … built on lies. The truth is coming out, and everything is about to hit the f*cking fan. Due to mature content, recommended 18+more

Six months ago, I was naïve, stupid, and whiney.I believed in second chances.Even when I was boyfriend-less, apartment less, and my best friend was on me about moving on.Five months ago, one insignificant moment changed everything. I met Logan.I agreed to undergo his ridiculous boot camp to get Cole back.Last month, a blip in time knocked my world on its axis.It threw me into free fall without … axis.It threw me into free fall without the courtesy of a warning or a safety net.Yesterday, I ruined everything.One action that broke two hearts.I used to believe in second chances.My name is…

Mama didn’t come home. Daddy liked to hit. Brothers followed suit. So I ran. I ran from that life. I ran from myself. I ran into him. I have no experience with the game board we’re playing on, and that makes this a lethal game. One wrong move and my heart could land in the fire he’s created inside me. Worse, it could lead my past to his doorstep and it won’t just be my blood that taints this … won’t just be my blood that taints this floor. I should run. I need to run. My father is the…