Author: coledenton

He is my everything. He gives me everything I need. I can feel him everywhere. Even when he’s away fighting fires. It destroys me a little bit every day when I watch him walk out the door. Because I know that he is going out to stare straight into the gates of hell. But, as long as he comes back to me, I can survive the anxiety. I look forward to his return for more than just confirmation of his … confirmation of his safety. It’s especially at those times that we give each other what we each crave. Pain.…

Book 3 of 5 in the Club Oxygen Series“Fire ends up consuming everything we hold dear.” Those were the last words I spoke to my beautiful Plaything the night I tore his heart out. I had no idea how right I was. With those words and ensuing actions, I burned the last ounce of humanity I had left. I burned my second chance. And most unforgivable, I burned out the loving light in the eyes of someone … light in the eyes of someone dearer to me than I realized. Am I redeemable?more

Pain: I need to give it. He needs to receive it. Protection: I need to give it. He needs to receive it.  Love: I need to give it. He needs to receive it.  This is our deviant love story.

Unwanted.Ignored.Betrayed.Deceived.Sold.Everyone has a story…Are you sure you’re ready for mine?

I used to have everything. Then my everything was ripped away from me. Now, instead of the warmth of his love, I feel the coldness of his loss. The darkness that remains in me is frightening. I don’t want to feel anything. The cold has a nice numbing effect. I’ve decided to embrace it. I’ve also decided that even though I no longer feel, I do still need. I need to bind, flog, and Dominate younger … Dominate younger men. Especially one in particular. I know he thinks he can change me. Thaw my frozen heart. He cries so beautifully…

Ryan: Who is she? What does she want? As if I don’t already know…she wants him. Will I be able to be enough now that she is back? I guess I will have to learn to be enough because I can’t lose him. Russell: Why is she back? What does she want from me? Whatever it is, she won’t get it. Ryan is running scared. But, what my boy doesn’t realize is that I’m still holding his leash. I will only allow … only allow him to run so far. I refuse to lose him.Claire: I can see that he’s…

Who am I? Everyone has their opinion of who I am. The Queen thinks I’m her favorite pet. Lochlaan Mortas thinks I’m his biggest mistake. The Queen’s men think I’m their brother. The Carpe Noctem thinks I’m a useful tool. Who do I think I am? Cast aside. Unwanted. Freak. Cursed. Full of sins. But there are some things about me that I am certain of… I am in love with Octavia, the Queen of … love with Octavia, the Queen of Drishane. And my bastard father does not know what kind of vengeance I am about to bring down…

Once upon a time, there was a wholesome young princess who ruled her kingdom in grace and purity…This isn’t that story.Octavia is a naughty, snarky, young princess that is always looking for a good time. But, in a single night, a greedy, bloodthirsty enemy changes her world forever. Now that she’s in control, the rebellious princess is trying to escape the terrors of her past by becoming the … her past by becoming the Queen of Pleasure. Decadence and debauchery sum up the days in her world, and being the Queen of Pleasure comes with benefits! Her favorite one is…

I hadn’t seen Ryan Hudson coming. He stumbled into my life and settled immediately into my soul. As I’ve watched him beginning to explore a new kind of freedom, my heart has swelled and shattered a million times. The trust he has placed in my hands is monumental. I will not let him down as others have. He thought the protective wall he built was strong enough, but I’m pulling it down. He will … He will bare his soul to me. If he thinks his demons will scare me away, he’s wrong. I’m not intimidated by them. We will…

RyanDecades of personal demons, I thought I had successfully suppressed, were beginning to tear at me again. Wounds I never even realized I had, were opening. I ached for something more. Something deeper. And I had a feeling that Russell, the “Top of all Tops,” the so-called “Dom’s Dom” just might have the answers to helping me find what I so desperately needed. RussellCuriosity and the hope for … RussellCuriosity and the hope for something more put him on the doorstep of my home. Ryan Hudson. I said I was willing to mentor him as he began to explore his…