I didn’t know darkness and evil lurked inside me until I had to murder in order to survive. Forced to become my own worst enemy. With so much blood on my hands, I was surprised I could still see my own skin.I killed. I tortured. I loved… I played God while I was rotting in Hell. Thriving on control and power was the only way I knew how to live. There were no other options. If you weren’t my …
If you weren’t my friend, you were my foe.
If you weren’t with me, you were against me.
Traitors, as I called them. There were no imaginary lines. I’d crossed them all. No boundaries. No second chances. No redemption.
Not for me.
For them.
For anyone.
Only for her…
She loved me. Always convinced I was a saint, never believing I was just another sinner.
A fucking monster.
Until it was too late.
Except, I didn’t choose this life.
It. Chose. Me.
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Intense powerful captivating need I say more!! The queen of angst did it again!! I’m not sure how she does it but she truly gives me everything I could possibly want in a book!! I get sucked in and can’t put it down!! The characters, the plot, the twist and turns, the angst just everything is perfect!! My mind is always thrown from her tail spins!! Literally Had a love hate relationship with the sinner and the saint!! Swoon!! I’m definitely in book hangover right now!! Can’t even give the words to truly say how much I LOVED this book!! What did I just go through!! I have been waiting for this book for awhile and it DEFINITELY didn’t disappoint!! If you the love the good ol boys and el Diablo this book is an ABSOLUTE MUST!!!
A true M. Robinson book. You will not be disappointed. Intensely emotional overload. Oh Damien, Oh Damien…I actually had to stop a couple of times because I wanted to throw my Kindle because of how upset I was getting with Damien!!! Amira, I cried for you through out the story. I was such a hopeless romantic for you, just waiting for the ONE. Ended like a true M. Robinson book…
The beginning of this story was really, really hard for me. Not only were there several tough scenes, but Damien’s past in Cuba was a little … jumbled, maybe, for me. It was definitely a thorough overview, though. I liked getting to see all of what made Damien who he was, but struggled to keep interested throughout that section.
As the story got going, though, I began to see that signature angst that M. Robinson is known for, and really got interested in this story. Damien and Amira’s relationship is similar to that of Creed & Mia (Road to Nowhere/ Ends Here). I do always enjoy getting to see a relationship from the very beginning, especially when there is a rocky road or huge obstacles in the way.
Once I got to about … 60% was when I’d say I was invested in the characters and the story. This was also the point where I KNEW that this story wouldn’t be completed in one book. I’d say the story definitely hooked me at the end, and no matter what I need to know what happens and that I get my HEA.
Fuck. My. Life!!!!
You know by now I should know M. Robinson will do nothing but what she is good at… Ripping her readers hearts out, no mercy.
I find myself stupidly clueless as to how to proceed in writing this review without spoilers, mother fuckers you need to go through this like I did!
So, I will talk about the emotions that this story inflicted upon my soul.
The start of this story you meet a young and somewhat naive Damien, boom there went my heart, without apology I just immediately clicked with him. As the story progresses, my love for Damien grew and then somehow I also started to dislike him. God, I really though Martinez, El Diablo, was a bastard. Damien takes the whole bakery. I struggled with wanting to love him and needing to hate him for his fucked up ways. And Amira, she was everything! She was a casualty and the end. I have no idea if this is making sense or of I’m simply rambling… But, I can’t coherently explain the destruction that was wrought upon my entire being, the destruction I willingly welcomed, loved, enjoyed, and was utterly devastated as soon as I realized it was over.
Once again, M. Robinson you’ve done this! And it was amazing. I loved this book. Loved the emotions that your characters evoked in me.
Definitely a 5 plus read! M. Robinson has brought us another fantastic book. Much like her other books she rips out your heart, makes you love these characters even though you want to hate them. They don’t call her the Queen of Angst for nothing.
Damien and Amira story is nothing you’ve ever read before. It will gut you, devastating, full of angst that will have you wanting more and more. You won’t be able to put it down. Grab some tissue, wine, chocolate, have your therapist on speed dial because this will be epic!
M. Robinson is a very talented, amazing, crazy (but I love you) writer! I’m so glad I stumbled upon your work. I’m adding El Santo to my paperback collection of all your books.
Once again M. Robinson has given us a story that twist the mind, the heart and every emotion in between. Always known for her love to hate them alpha’s El Santo does not disappoint. Amira just might be her strongest female lead yet. The connection between these two characters is binding for life and you can feel every heartbeat between the two. Just remember to get your M. Robinson survival kits ready for the emotional rollercoaster of this story.
This book takes you on an emotional roller coaster! Grab the tissues, grab the wine, and make sure any electronic devices are well protected. Once you start you can’t put it down. M. Robinson keeps you drawn into the book till the very last word. Then your left staring wondering what the hell just happened! M. Robinson is very talented and as usual did not disappoint. Damien and Amira will leave you wanting more.
I knew Damien was bad news, but oh my… but while he may be bad news, deep down there is a heart in there… Growing up in communist Cuba very closely to the dictator.. what twisted things he had to witness and then participate in….. While I may hate many of the things he does, I’m calling it survival…. and then Amira… my heart broke for her so many times… and that freaking ending…. M writes many angsty books and this is right there with them…. loved this book and can’t wait for more Damien and Amira
THIS BOOK IS AMAZING!! What an amazing ride!! I loved ALL the characters, the storyline, the twists, the angst! SO GOOD!! You can feel all of the emotions, the love, the anger, the heartbreak. So many feelings. Beautifully written.
5 Sinfully Delicious Stars Once again Monica delivers a beautifully written storyline. This story is full of angst and plot twists that will give you all the feels. Damien Montero is a sinner and a saint. He will make you hate him and love him so f***ing hard. Damien has become one of my favorite book boyfriends. #TeamMontero